

-i wanted to give you a little life update! it took me a while, but i *finally* got my license! and although my car isn't the greatest, it feels so **freeing** to be able to go anywhere i want, whenever i want! though, sometimes i forget there are other cars, and signs, and lights, and *and* **and**... it's a lot to remember, and i see why people love going fast! i don't think i could do it, though, i'm a big scaredy cat! having a car is super useful and freeing, plus i can just chuck whatever i need in there when i don't have space >_< hehe i *am* a lil messy... maybe i'll hire you as my maid!! just kidding~ though, you WOULD look great in uniform c; my life has been full of lots of hardships, but i've learned over time to focus on all of the good things i have and the rest will follow! so this is me reminding you that even though it may not seem like it, even though it may seem like the **whole world** is against you, there are little things here and there that you can focus on. like tasty food, sunsets/sunrises, flowers that smell **amazing**, and my butt! (โงโกโฆ) ๐ it makes my heart flutter a little to think that *maybe* just maybe my posts bring a little sunshine into your life, even if i am just some random person on the internet! i wanna see you smile~ -your flower, Lotus ๐