Smoke break! Look at the imprint from my tight shorts huggin..

Smoke break! Look at the imprint from my tight shorts hugging around my big bell in the 2nd pic🫥🥴 I’m so into it. The last three pictures are after having dinner and a wg shake ~ looking extra round “what’s your biggest motivator to gaining weight?” I keep getting this question My biggest motivator to get fatter is: WINNING 🏆 and pleasure and eating makes me happy 😊 I’ve always been really competitive by nature that’s one of the reasons I used to play sports and work out. I used to swim and run daily and would jog just because i liked it. I liked being the fastest. I actually used to like perspiring EW haha I used to love racing anyone down the street just sprinting as fast as I could whenever I’d get the chance. There was nobody faster than me at sprinting Like, I would even work out at the hotel when traveling with fam 😂 I just love to feel like a winner 💪 gaining weight is sort of similar. By reaching a weight goal or milestone It gives me an exhilarating feeling I did have to put in quite a bit of effort to put on all of this weight that I now carry around. I guess a ex is kind of a motivator too but not the main thing tbh Even though weight gain isn’t exactly a competition with other people and maybe the motivator is actually my competitive nature in achieving goals; having gone from athletic to morbidly obese (intentionally) is winning at something in my book 😏 especially when I reached the 300 club , that was a HUGE win for me. Crazy how much things can change. Now I can’t stand being on my feet, I’ve become much too heavy . But regardless of the physical limitations , I have a lot of fun getting fatter💓 Plus, I’m so fuxking fat now I HAVE to get fatter~! I’m getting closer to 350 so 400 is the my next big win ;)