Blue and yellow are a power grouping 🔵🟡
Blue and yellow are a power grouping 🔵🟡
2021-06-22 12:57:31 +0000 UTC View Post
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Good morning from Costa Rica day 3 🇨🇷
Good morning from Costa Rica day 3 🇨🇷
2021-06-20 15:54:33 +0000 UTC View PostA little speed hump for the day. Which describes yesterday- ..
A little speed hump for the day. Which describes yesterday- I slowed down and enjoyed my time as much as possible. I’m trying to be more present! I certainly got hit with heavy waves of “what ifs” yesterday. Having my close girlfriends here truly helps to surf these waves. I’ve done so much work on myself the last several years- and yet- I wasn’t able to let someone as one-of-a kind as him in. I’ve become fiercely independent, to a fault. But! On a very positive note- not only was I able to finally recognize I wanted to go “all in” with him…but also- I was able to tell him. Able to fully open up about all my doubts, barriers and then true feelings. Even when I felt telling him might damage our future friendship. Those 2 things are MASSIVE steps in the very right direction. And that’s a beautiful thing. For the love of all things- I want to learn from this. Learn that it’s okay & necessary to bring my guard down. Learn that I deserve to be fully loved romantically. That fear does not have to rule my love life. That personal growth can happen WITH a partner. That for a strong partner- past obstacles can be cleared…together. Raising a glass to learning and DARE I SAY- loving❤️
2021-06-20 12:18:08 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning from Costa Rica pt 2 🇨🇷 I was finally able to s..
Good morning from Costa Rica pt 2 🇨🇷 I was finally able to sleep 🎉 and I ate more yesterday ❤️ The grief/ stress will come in waves but the load is getting lighter.
2021-06-19 13:06:54 +0000 UTC View PostGetting out of my head and into my body ❤️☀️
Getting out of my head and into my body ❤️☀️
2021-06-19 00:14:15 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning from Costa Rica 🇨🇷 Well, more like good mournin..
Good morning from Costa Rica 🇨🇷 Well, more like good mourning. My thoughts have been on a pretty intense loop. I’ve been sitting with them for too long- trying to get out of my own head.
2021-06-18 13:41:14 +0000 UTC View PostGetting ready for bed in Costa Rica 🇨🇷
Getting ready for bed in Costa Rica 🇨🇷
2021-06-18 13:03:19 +0000 UTC View PostI can’t thank y’all enough for your words of wisdom on my la..
I can’t thank y’all enough for your words of wisdom on my last post 🥺🤗 I had quite possibly the most helpful therapy session of my lifetime & am figuring out how to wade through the grief. It’s such a strange thing to have an imagined future with a person slip away. A movie reel of happy “what if’s” rotating and feeling as if they happened. The brain is such a powerful tool. Hoping to respond to your vulnerable shared experiences soon! Know that I read them and they mean an infinite amount to me. On the bright side- This experience is opening me up to crucial self work. I’m more motivated than ever to step into my true feelings/ self. Anyway, 🍑 jiggles 🤗
2021-06-17 08:04:36 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s been...a rollercoaster of feelings the last few months...
It’s been...a rollercoaster of feelings the last few months. Pardon my fewer posts than normal. After having my guard up for years, I realized I’d completely fallen for the man that was always there for me. He’s patient, creative, communicative, comforting, accepting (beautiful- like fucking beautiful) ...just lived in California. I was headstrong that it would never work because of distance- and my need for closeness. But my feelings hit me like a ton of bricks during my recent failed dating stint. As I was snuggled up with that guy- all I could think about was him. I missed his smell, how he felt, his soothing voice. Everything. When I saw him in May- I knew those weren’t just thoughts- they were feelings. True and deep. Always there- just buried under self doubt. I knew I had to take my shot and commit to the fullest. IT WAS TIME. Then I realized he was in a happily committed relationship. My heart fell out of my body. I had prepared myself for the day he would inevitably get a partner- even practiced with my therapist on how I would feel 😅 I thought I would feel brief pain- but overwhelmingly happy he found someone who could go all in. That was...not the case. While I was thankful he found his partner- I was intensely regretful that it wasn’t me. I was too late. I broke my own heart with bad timing- which BTW- more painful than someone else doing it for you. I have to believe this happened the way it was supposed to. I’m sure I will learn many lessons. But for now there is sorrow & grief. If you have any advice- I’d be happy to hear it. Anyway, tiddies:
2021-06-16 00:02:45 +0000 UTC View PostBut of course I had to twerk for y’all 💁🏼♀️ I may not have ..
But of course I had to twerk for y’all 💁🏼♀️ I may not have a big cake- but she’s the cutest lil cupcake 🧁
2021-06-13 00:32:30 +0000 UTC View PostTried to take a sexy video- busted by the captain 👨✈️ 😅 cou..
Tried to take a sexy video- busted by the captain 👨✈️ 😅 could be the name of an adult short 🎥 Busted by the captain at sea- how ever will I earn his forgiveness 😂
2021-06-13 00:18:00 +0000 UTC View PostWho got me this INCREDIBLE WandaVision sweatshirt? 🥺🤗 It cam..
Who got me this INCREDIBLE WandaVision sweatshirt? 🥺🤗 It came with no sender. I LOVE it.
2021-06-12 00:43:13 +0000 UTC View PostNew swimsuit for Costa Rica next week!! I’m getting more com..
New swimsuit for Costa Rica next week!! I’m getting more comfortable showing the girls off haha. Way more to come 💙 Ignore the silicone pasties haha
2021-06-12 00:38:59 +0000 UTC View PostA tour of the unders of my wear today 👀❤️🤗 Answering as many..
A tour of the unders of my wear today 👀❤️🤗 Answering as many messages tomorrow as possible after work 🎉 I so appreciate y’all!
2021-06-09 05:52:21 +0000 UTC View PostMy new suit is quite cheeeekkkyyyy!! Don’t mind the dirt- sa..
My new suit is quite cheeeekkkyyyy!! Don’t mind the dirt- sat on the porch with my bare bum 😂
2021-06-08 02:11:08 +0000 UTC View PostTo my newbies- WELCOME!! Y’all missed this free set I sent o..
To my newbies- WELCOME!! Y’all missed this free set I sent out last month, so I wanted to put a few here 🤗 Make sure to swipe through 🎉 if you want past PPVs- let me know 📝
2021-06-06 15:53:41 +0000 UTC View PostHad a little fun during golden hour. I was a *bit worried* a..
Had a little fun during golden hour. I was a *bit worried* about a slip in this one. I bet you can spot the moment haha 😂
2021-06-06 14:32:18 +0000 UTC View PostI had my mama here with me this week - so it was hard to sho..
I had my mama here with me this week - so it was hard to shoot sexy content 😅 BUT I can share a sexy story. This morning- I was passed out on the couch and started having some very intense dreams 👀 I was actually able to FULLY climax in real life w/o touching myself. I supposed going a week without getting off will do that do a person. Now I have the place to myself and can’t wait to get back to the 🔥
2021-06-05 04:48:47 +0000 UTC View PostI want to up my solo sex game!! Any suggestions on what I sh..
I want to up my solo sex game!! Any suggestions on what I should buy? 🤗
2021-06-03 03:47:36 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s my two year anniversary of no sex! How should I celebra..
It’s my two year anniversary of no sex! How should I celebrate? Thinking of having an overly sexual themed party 😈
2021-06-03 02:42:56 +0000 UTC View PostI didn’t realize my swimsuit would be such a conversation pi..
I didn’t realize my swimsuit would be such a conversation piece 😅 I got a nasty look from a woman I didn’t know- so I must be going something right haha
2021-05-30 16:39:20 +0000 UTC View PostA lil paddle boarding squish for you 🤗🤗 Swipe for more 💛
A lil paddle boarding squish for you 🤗🤗 Swipe for more 💛
2021-05-27 04:45:00 +0000 UTC View PostWhen it’s still sunny after work...🌞
When it’s still sunny after work...🌞
2021-05-25 23:24:39 +0000 UTC View PostStory behind this photo: this was taken in the bathroom of m..
Story behind this photo: this was taken in the bathroom of my 28th birthday shoot 📸 I desperately needed to feel confident again because my hair was falling out from a medicine change and stress 💊 I felt SULTRY & POWERFUL. I sent this to my partner at the time - and it was one of the few sexy photos he had a response to (that’s a whole other story) but this day? I felt seen and unstoppable 🔥
2021-05-23 00:12:56 +0000 UTC View PostThrowback!! This was for my 28th birthday party 🥳 Did a play..
Throwback!! This was for my 28th birthday party 🥳 Did a play on sinful vs sweet- I think y’all know which this one is 😈
2021-05-23 00:07:53 +0000 UTC View PostI truly enjoy switching up my hair color 💜💖 It allows me to ..
I truly enjoy switching up my hair color 💜💖 It allows me to start fresh in several ways. Sometimes my memories of time are more concentrate because of the color they are tied to 🤗 Which has been your fav? Purple, Lavender, Pink, Blonde 💁🏼♀️
2021-05-23 00:03:24 +0000 UTC View PostFilmed a massage from several different angles!! Looking for..
Filmed a massage from several different angles!! Looking forward to editing 🤗🤗🤗 There’s nothing quite like getting the knots worked out and being able to deeply relax.
2021-05-22 02:34:30 +0000 UTC View Post