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Tears during orgasm... This is something I so definitely did not expect when after two weeks I had the urge to play with myself and get emotional release and pleasure. My body, it turns out, had been storing up so much emotion that it all came out in that moment. After consulting with a psychologist, I realized that this is a normal reaction to so much stress received over so much time and then I realized one more thing, how important it is to free yourself from toxic relationships, and not wait for a miracle to happen and the person will change.
And yes, after a while, he and I broke up. I wanted to do it earlier, but I couldn't, the feeling of pity was eating me up inside. But everything comes to an end and my patience just ran out. After the breakup, I felt free. Only then I realized how much he manipulated me. He was constantly trying to hurt or insult me, even intimidation and threats, at that time my parents were very supportive and I took it very easily. But the most amazing thing happened after a couple of weeks.... You won't believe what happened to me. I'll tell you about it tomorrow.
He stopped working and I was working as an eyebrow artist at the time and the money was not enough for us to live on. He refused to work and refused to help me with my work. It was very hard and unbearable. Since we had nothing to live for, I had to do it. It was so hard because I didn't know how this platform worked at all and how to drive traffic here. The only idea I had about traffic was to do \live on tik tok. I was sitting for hours in tik tok on live to find my audience, and he didn't even want to take pictures of me and he didn't want to help with advertising and doing the house. It was always me who took care of the house, to the point that I had to go to the store myself and carry very heavy bags from my aching kidneys. But you know what? It was my decision, and I don't hold a grudge against him anymore.
Well, my story continues here. I started a relationship with a boy. At first everything was fine, but after a couple of months began a real hell for me! When I went to the shooting he was categorically against and very jealous, although I was always faithful to him, manipulated me, humiliated and insulted me. Honestly, I do not even want to go into details, because I am very scared to remember it all.He did terrible things to me, but I tolerated it all because of pity. We broke up, but then we got back together. I put up with it, but it got worse when he insisted I start OnlyFans. Tomorrow I'll tell you why it was a real ordeal for me
While we're on the subject of workshops, here's a photo. I remember this day and I get goosebumps. At my first workshop we managed to gather 7 photographers who took pictures of me and one other girl. We were preparing for this workshop for a week, choosing the studio, makeup, images. There was also a designer who created images for us, and a selection of props. We even traveled as a team to the tattoo studio to give us skulls for the photo shoot, and what a joy that we did not refuse. Honestly, I was so nervous, I didn't know what to expect, how many people would come and how it would all happen, because I didn't even know how to pose. It was really stressful for me, but I did great! Yes, you can see that I was a bit shy and unsure of myself in front of the other model, but I held the bar! The shoot lasted 3 hours. It was a real challenge for me, after the shoot my whole body was sore and I had a very strong cripatura, but the result was worth it. At one of the workshops there were 40 people and 9 cameras pointed at me. It was a challenge, but I made it through. But you know what started later? A story that could have broken me..... But let's not get ahead of ourselves
The photographer introduced me to other photographers. I was over the moon and couldn't believe that I was going to have a lot more shoots like this. But this was not even the ceiling of my height as a model. Then I started to be called as a model for workshops. These are not just photo shoots, but real creative experiments. Imagine: designers, makeup artists, photographers - and me in the middle of this chaos. It was so inspiring! The essence of the workshops was that there was an organizer who rented a studio, invited designers, makeup artists and we did thematic shoots, which is very hard to do one photographer with a model, it is a great opportunity for other photographers to take part in this event and get a very cool portfolio. Photographers had to pay for participation in the event, and the money received by the organizer covered the costs of the studio, makeup artists and designer's work. Unfortunately we as models didn't get paid anything, but I wasn't too upset because it was a great experience and added to my portfolio
โจ It all started when a photographer found me and decided to m33t me. โจ
Honestly, it was very strange for me that a photographer wrote to me and started offering me a photo shoot. ๐ค For me, it felt super suspicious because it was my first time working with a photographer. ๐ But nevertheless, I agreed.
๐ธ My first photo shoot was unforgettable. I only paid for the studio, and the photographer saw potential in me. ๐ That's when I realized... the camera could actually be my friend! ๐
But you know what the most unexpected thing was? ๐คญ That was just the beginning... ๐
Have you ever felt like your life could change after one chance encounter? That's exactly how my modeling journey began. But you know what? Back then, I had no idea where it would lead..... Do you want to know how it happened? โค๏ธ
Hi there, it's already the 31st of the year, which means it's time to take stock of the year and set new goals! ๐ณ
This year has been the hardest year of my life. During this year I had to get back on my feet, when you need to pay for utilities, and you do not have the money even for this and grow to the level where you can go and buy a new Iphone without a backward thought. I didn't have it easy, I had to work and work like a devil all the time. I discovered a new direction in content management and smm and started to develop. I'm really glad I decided to just give it a try! And now now I'm deciding which project I will work with and which one I won't ! And I am very happy that in a year I have grown to this level. There were a lot of problems, both with health and just unpleasant moments because of which I lost a lot of money. This year was full of a lot of stress, which I barely managed to cope with. Now I am very proud of myself that I have grown to such a level and now I have the opportunity to take care of my parents and help them. My relationship with dad has also improved. For me it was always an unclosed gestalt, but now it is closed and I am calm.
What are your goals for the year? It's very hard to answer, I don't like to say much, I do! But what comes to mind is :
1. Get a breast surgery. I don't like the fact that my breasts are so floppy, and I want a little more size.
2.Move to the capital. Now where I live there are no good apartments, and here in a sparsely populated city do not want to move once again, because it is stressful. That's why I am now solving the most important financial issue and I will move immediately. Also moving will help improve the quality of my content.
3. Buy dad a car. My dad has been telling me all my life that the Mercedes car is complete bullshit, but when he drove it and helped me replace a few parts on it, he realized that it is a very high-quality brand of car, where everything is thought out to the smallest detail. He decided on a 2016 Mercedes E-Class, he really wants it to be a diesel and a station wagon. Honestly, it is a huge dream of mine to make a very expensive gift for my dad in the form of a car. My dad has been poor all his life and never got anything good out of life, only eternal problems. So now I want to try to do everything to make him happy. After all, he deserves it!
4.Start thinking about and building my business. Now I think there will be a very hot topic about puzzles and not only for adults.
In general, I hope that in these 12 months I will be able to realize all the goals for this year! ๐พ
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What do you think about my swimsuit for the pool? ๐คญ
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